hello friends

[whitney]

hey there, its Whitney aka saphira. I was thinking about this place and I wanted to drop by for a visit to say hello, and that I hope you all are doing well. I know it's been so long since we were all active together, but I see that you all still come back to visit, even if it was a year ago, or a year from now, you still came back.


I still have such a fondness for this place, I was even able to remember the website address by heart. (though I have forgotten the login info for my old account, unfortunately.) but I still love this place. We had so much fun here. I do not remember the details, but I do have a nostalgia for how it made me feel. I miss those old days.


anyways, I just wanted to pop in and say hello. I hope you are doing well. <3

[Jynxx- guest]

Came for another visit finally. I'm in college now majoring in English and I swear til the end of my life the things we wrote here will forever top anything else I may write!

[whitney]

I miss youuu. And I totally agree. I'm so sentimental haha 

[whitney]

I UNLOCKED MY OLD ACCOUNT AFTER YEARS YOOO

ty lorena for helping me find the email omg

[TR]

lol

[whitney]

I'm exactly as cringey as I thought I would be in the archives haha. It's still fun to look back on all this omg, I am being so sentimental. Thank you for bringing this old stuff back. There's not of things that exist from little me that exist in this world today.

Something that is funny is that at 15 I texted exactly like my 15 year old sister texts today. I really like seeing the ways I've grown and changed after all these years. I'm forever going to stop back here and re-read everything once in a blue moon.

Something else I think is really neat is how we got such a unique group. I recognize people from the model horse hobby and even people from pixel gun 3D, where this all even started from a group of people playing howrse. These days I've grown a bit self-conscious about my different hobbies and would never see the different groups mixing... so I guess my point is, I admire and appreciate how confident people were to just share themselves and their hobbies freely, no matter how different they were. I'd honestly like to learn from my younger self in that sense: to be authentic and to not be embarrassed about unconventional hobbies. Just to be yourself. I feel like I've lost that somewhere along the way.

Reminiscing over the four moons has made me so happy tonight.

[whitney]

also look what I found today: